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good news:
I'm going to a night vale live show
I have philosophy next year at school
The guy who sorta bullied me apolpgised to me 

bad news:
I'm very anxious to hear if I passed anglia(C1 exam)
I still haven't lost any weight 
I still hate myself
I am terrified to inform for a job at the bookstore

I have a friend we are alike in many points, we like the same music, only she listens to more bands than I do, we watch the same series, only she watches more diverse series, we think the same in a lot of ways, but of course not everything. I've always called her the better version of me, not to her face but in my head and when discussing her with other friends. Why do I do that? let me tell you, she is everything I am and more. She is smarter than I am, that is weird to say because we follow different classes, but in the ones we share she is better except math I dominate in that. She is pretty, this is something she doesn't know herself 'cause who in this world thinks he or she is gorgeous. She is about 1.72m, has long legs, well shaped breasts, and is part Russian, did I mention she is skinny but not too skinny, healthy skinny. And I am so envious of that, because I am the complete opposite. 


About the self hate and god part (intentionally not writing god with a capital G) I thought about it the other day. What if god makes people hate themselves for a reason. I was just lying in my bed doing nothing but think about the future, and how I will never have sex because of my body and the way people, and me, feel about it. 
so what if self hate is implanted in brains to keep people from doing things. that would be weird but I somehow can't stop to think that little things like that are part of a bigger picture. I know I'm strange.

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lilamaria
Maria
Artist | Hobbyist | Traditional Art
Netherlands
I speak 4 languages english, dutch, sarcasm and swearing
6 IT HAS BECAME MORE GERMAN AND FRENCH TOO :D just a little bit
:P< OMG its licking its nose


REAL BVB fans- know what BVB stands for
REAL BVB fans- doesn't like the band just because of Andy
REAL BVB fans- know who the only original member of the band is
REAL BVB fans- know more songs than Knives and Pens
REAL BVB fans- think Chance and Andy never gets old
REAL BVB fans- know every band members name and what they do
REAL BVB fans- know that Ashley Purdy is a GUY
REAL BVB fans- has made "Never Give in" their Motto
REAL BVB fans- know who smokes in the band, and who doesn't
REAL BVB fans- have worn their makeup like Andy's on a normal day
REAL BVB fans- would vote for Lightning Thunderstein if he ran for president
REAL BVB fans- know that it is now Biersack not Six, 6, or Sixx
REAL BVB fans- have this on their profile

I really love BVB forever
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gpsc Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2016  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
see my comment below!
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gpsc Featured By Owner Edited Sep 12, 2015  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Happy birthday!!
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XxTabbixX Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013  Student General Artist
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWIN

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gpsc Featured By Owner Sep 12, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
Happy Birthday! sorry I don't know how to say that in Dutch :XD:
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lilamaria Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
it's gefeliciteerd or fijne verjaardag but thanks anyway and just forget the dutch part it's lame
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gpsc Featured By Owner Sep 13, 2013  Hobbyist Artisan Crafter
lol ok
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BlueBoxDrifter Featured By Owner May 19, 2013  Student Traditional Artist
Thanks for the watch!!! :heart: :heart:
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isabella19 Featured By Owner Mar 26, 2013  Student General Artist
thanks for the fav
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mydeviousmind Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2013  Hobbyist
Thanks for the faves!! :happybounce:
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Breyerluv Featured By Owner Jan 19, 2013  Student Writer
Thanks for the fave! :)
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